Nature..

It's a crazy thing..Nature.. I mean it can just so easily go with the flow of it's life. Gracefully and freely along it's path of life. I feel like a human soul should be able to be that carefree as well.. Wild as Nature.... freely doing what the wind tells it what to do.....

Looking at that paragraph it seems so easy to just let "Life" take it's coarse.... My goal is learn to let life become that easy..That means a lot of letting go, moving on, and new challenges... am I up for it??? Sure...I think so.. okay ready or not...

HELLO NEW COURSE OF NATURE.

Life In The Fast Lane

Ahh.. where to start.. Life is completely busy for me. Even the moments when I am sitting down doing nothing, I have been so overwhelmed lately. With good and bad things. But anyways. I just gotta get a major thought off my chest, that I have had for a while now actually, just about social media and who I am as a person.

So the new thing is smart phones... iPhones, androids, htc, and whatever else there is.. but tonight I kinda finally voiced my opinion about it.

I have an iPhone.. I am aware you can bascially have any app you want... facebook, tumblr, twitter, instagram, bibles, picstich, the list could go on and on. but i think you get my jist... anyways. Yes I have fallen into the fad of having facebook, and social media sites linked to my phone... however lately.. ( last couple months) I have realized that I don't spend my time with people how I would like to.. I am constantly checking my phone for something... what? who knows... someone to like the most recent thing that I have posted to any of my social media sites.
Don't get me wrong I know it is good to be connect and such, but when I go out with friends I would like to embrace actually being with them. I guess what I am really trying to say and think is.. I think it would be good if i were to delete the major factoring ones off of my phone.. and start using my phone more as a phone..

I will be honest here I will be keeping ones like snapchat, instagram and foursquare around... perhaps twitter but not sure on that one...
 I know in a way that can sound very redundant... no not even redundant.. but, to put it simply stupid? I guess I know that comes to my head when I think about this.. but I feel like I will be able to better focus on so many other things if I just delete a few apps and such... whatever floats my boat eh?

I have just been wanting to make life so much more simple lately and it has done nothing but become more crazy..

On a lighter note I am going home for thanksgiving and my brother is coming home as well.. I can't wait!

Also I have been trying to get more into my freelance buisness of photography and graphic design.. a major thing called LIFE is getting in that way.. one step at a time... as a friend put it tonight... I am at least in the social media scene with my photography and art.. so it will be easier to get out there, when my time does come.

Hmmm... that is all I can think of.. for now.. not gonna drag out all the bad stuff.. I am saving that for the big man upstairs.. He knows what to do :]

Anyways.. here is a photo of some of my latest work and a quote :] ENJOY!

Reality Really Isn't That Fun...

Alright so I have started my final semester at Lake Superior College... I am full time, 15 credits. I understand some people take more... Kudos to them..

Anyways, also I have been debating if I was going to keep my coffee shop job, since before this semester has started. I thought I had it figured out to working every other weekend. Well obviously that isn't going to work; it is the end of week 2 for myself, and I am completely and utterly stressed already.

So this morning I sent an email off, ridding myself of the job. Don't get me wrong I would have liked to keep it, but with how stressed just thinking of work and school I was becoming I could tell it was not going to work out. I just don't want to fail any of my classes on my last semester. Like I said earlier I give major kudos to people who go to school with 13+ credits and work a full time job.

Anyways enough of ranting I guess... even though it is what is major in my life right at this moment... ha...

I got buisness cards made, for my company that I am some how trying to run, while in school... I will eventually fully fixate on that, but school first.

Check it out here-- Molin Arts

Focusing on, Graphic Design, Photography and Ceramics, and other things as I get it going.

So a lot of people from camp are posting their pictures of camp, which is making me miss being there so much. I miss the laughs, support, friendships, and campers and everything about the place. Seriously I wish camp could be year round. Sadly it is not.

Well just a glimpse of what is going on in my life. I am seriously going to try to update this more regularly from now on. HAHA. Lets see how that goes.

P.O.D ( picture of the day) :

Molin out.

Another summer gone by.

Where to start.... I just finished my 7th year at camp. And it was fully amazing. Every year I have spent working there it has always brought me a step closer to what I want to do with my life. Which is now figured out! 

This fall semester will be my last one at Lake Superior college. In December I will be graduating with my associates of arts degree, and in January I will be starting UW-Superior for my double bachelors in art therapy and bachelors of fine arts ( emphasis ceramics ) . 

Life is seriously flying by. I don't know where the time goes. Having almost 2 weeks off between camp and school is amazing. Just down time to sleep, watch movies, hang with the family and, just do nothing :) oh also time to play with my new iPad mini that I bought today. Just a little treat for myself after year number 7 at camp :) 

But I should get back to my Harry potter marathon.  

P.S- here are a few photos from camp. 

2013 A Whole New Year.

I am currently watching 500 Days of Summer... I don't know why i have waited this long to watch it. I am so glad i bought it on a whim haha. so so good.

Since the new year, life has just been good (minus not having coffee some mornings haha).
Anyways, I am gearing up and applying to 4 year schools finally, gearing up for another summer at Buckskin. And helping 3 sets of friends with their weddings this year so far :)

I always have this yearning to travel, and it never happens. Which that needs to change! I do/did have this opportunity to go to Arizona this summer and have open studio for 8 weeks...but going back to camp just won. If it is ment to be I will have another chance in Arizona right?

Anyways, I now have this new life goal that I wish to achieve before the age of 28.... go to each coast and just experience places. I need small day adventures. I feel like i have lost my sense of just doing this spur of the moment. I need to get that back.
Or at least start again on it, in new angles.

Different thought now... here is a list of places that i really want to go...

-Seattle Washington

-Glacier National Park

-Bisbee Arizona

..... Alright this update is broken up. I started writing the above portion earlier today.... and now just finishing it around 10 pm. haha. What happened in between.... cleaning my room and kitchen happened.

I am so exhausted that I need to just sleep, but tomorrow is going to mom/daughter day!! lunch and shopping.. yeah it will be great. Okay i am out of things to write about...

Opps one final thought...

I am thinking of taking a break from the facebook world.... not sure when or for how long...but this up coming semester is gonna be CRAZY, plus working, 2 campus clubs... among other things too. phew. we shall see but i can sense it coming.

Goodnight world.

a penny for a thought?...

why not make me rich then eh? lately my life has been so chaotic and unbelievable.

First off, I can't believe this semester is almost over, how crazy is that!!

But I don't really wanna talk about school stuff. I honestly don't know what i really wanna talk about in this blog. I just know that I need to get a few things off of my mind and chest before I sleep...

It is currently 2:18am and I am wide awake with worry, thought, creative ideas, wonderment, amazement, curiosity, pretty much everything under the sun is running through my head. Maybe it is just cause of everything that has been happening this week... hmmm lets sum this up some how....

- Boy situations suck. I need to learn to just have patience and know the big man up stairs has everything under control and knows what i need and when.
- I need a change in something in my life.
- Being a college student is rewarding, but transferring to a new university is a stressful situation.
- I wish i could tell people what I really think of them and their life. Actually I probably could but lets be honest sometimes opinions are ment to be kept to yourself.
- I have been listening to more of my highschool bands again, like New Found Glory, Blink 182, Relient K, just to name a few... but NFG has been hitting something big in me lately this is the song that I have been listening to the most.. check it out!


Coming Home- New Found Glory

- Exercising  is awesome, I need to do more of it, just not at 2 in the morning, even though I am wide awake at that time lately and I need to be more consistant with it. I think i may be reverting to do this just cause I am just personally letting myself become to over whelmed ( no good, not at all).

- I need to start taking photos again, it makes me happy, seeing the world through a lens. hello midnight walks probably...

- Stress is starting to be number 1 in my life again... I am not liking it at all. I need to kick it and quick. It is not even school stress. Can't quite pin point it yet, but it is there.

Alright I need to at least a few hours of sleep before I go into the ceramics studio.

my opinion...

I just heard some girl on CNN LIVE say she would like to see Oprah run for president??  NO NO NO... yeah it would be cool if she would buy cars for everyone in america..but what the heck. people we need to fix what we have not do what looks like the coolest thing to the rest of the world.

One of the biggest issues with all of this is Welfare...

I know a few people who abuse the system... they would rather live in subsidized housing, work and drink booze and smoke pot... GET A LIFE... people that actually need the help need the housing and support not your freeloading ass!!!!!! I work with children where their families could use it... not some 20 something year old who just doesn't want to live with mom and dad anymore... or being 25 and proud you get 600 dollars a month free from the government, just cause you have a "disorder"....


NEWS FLASH..... basically everyone in America has a "disorder"... what makes you so special??? You would be willing to give up the freedom to be able to get a driver's license  or to have a normal substantial job? I sure wouldn't that is degrading yourself. If you really want sure... go for it. but I think less of people I know who are like that, it is sick in my opinion.

Yes I am one of those people who believes people who live in section 8 living, get food stamps, SSI, etc, they should go through more screening then just filling out paperwork.  Drug testing, interviews... among other things. I hate how people can so easily cheat the system and not care about the other suffering people out there. It makes me sick to know people who do this.

Don't get me wrong I also have friends who get benefits such as food stamps that they obviously use and are responsible about, they have jobs, and are upstanding citizens, and yes they do still need help to feed their family. I am fine with them and other people like that. They are using the system in the right way. But a college student who lives in section 8 housing, using food stamps, and/or getting SSI... THAT IS SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people in our own country and worldwide could be benefiting from that money and housing so much more than you...

OBAMA PEOPLE... you want change??? WELL START WITH YOURSELF!!!
Same goes to Romney people, if people want change they gotta start it. If all you do is talk about it. It will not get anywhere.

This is the end of my rant.
It was a close call.... Republicans in 4 years!!!