a penny for a thought?...

why not make me rich then eh? lately my life has been so chaotic and unbelievable.

First off, I can't believe this semester is almost over, how crazy is that!!

But I don't really wanna talk about school stuff. I honestly don't know what i really wanna talk about in this blog. I just know that I need to get a few things off of my mind and chest before I sleep...

It is currently 2:18am and I am wide awake with worry, thought, creative ideas, wonderment, amazement, curiosity, pretty much everything under the sun is running through my head. Maybe it is just cause of everything that has been happening this week... hmmm lets sum this up some how....

- Boy situations suck. I need to learn to just have patience and know the big man up stairs has everything under control and knows what i need and when.
- I need a change in something in my life.
- Being a college student is rewarding, but transferring to a new university is a stressful situation.
- I wish i could tell people what I really think of them and their life. Actually I probably could but lets be honest sometimes opinions are ment to be kept to yourself.
- I have been listening to more of my highschool bands again, like New Found Glory, Blink 182, Relient K, just to name a few... but NFG has been hitting something big in me lately this is the song that I have been listening to the most.. check it out!


Coming Home- New Found Glory

- Exercising  is awesome, I need to do more of it, just not at 2 in the morning, even though I am wide awake at that time lately and I need to be more consistant with it. I think i may be reverting to do this just cause I am just personally letting myself become to over whelmed ( no good, not at all).

- I need to start taking photos again, it makes me happy, seeing the world through a lens. hello midnight walks probably...

- Stress is starting to be number 1 in my life again... I am not liking it at all. I need to kick it and quick. It is not even school stress. Can't quite pin point it yet, but it is there.

Alright I need to at least a few hours of sleep before I go into the ceramics studio.