a penny for a thought?...

why not make me rich then eh? lately my life has been so chaotic and unbelievable.

First off, I can't believe this semester is almost over, how crazy is that!!

But I don't really wanna talk about school stuff. I honestly don't know what i really wanna talk about in this blog. I just know that I need to get a few things off of my mind and chest before I sleep...

It is currently 2:18am and I am wide awake with worry, thought, creative ideas, wonderment, amazement, curiosity, pretty much everything under the sun is running through my head. Maybe it is just cause of everything that has been happening this week... hmmm lets sum this up some how....

- Boy situations suck. I need to learn to just have patience and know the big man up stairs has everything under control and knows what i need and when.
- I need a change in something in my life.
- Being a college student is rewarding, but transferring to a new university is a stressful situation.
- I wish i could tell people what I really think of them and their life. Actually I probably could but lets be honest sometimes opinions are ment to be kept to yourself.
- I have been listening to more of my highschool bands again, like New Found Glory, Blink 182, Relient K, just to name a few... but NFG has been hitting something big in me lately this is the song that I have been listening to the most.. check it out!


Coming Home- New Found Glory

- Exercising  is awesome, I need to do more of it, just not at 2 in the morning, even though I am wide awake at that time lately and I need to be more consistant with it. I think i may be reverting to do this just cause I am just personally letting myself become to over whelmed ( no good, not at all).

- I need to start taking photos again, it makes me happy, seeing the world through a lens. hello midnight walks probably...

- Stress is starting to be number 1 in my life again... I am not liking it at all. I need to kick it and quick. It is not even school stress. Can't quite pin point it yet, but it is there.

Alright I need to at least a few hours of sleep before I go into the ceramics studio.

my opinion...

I just heard some girl on CNN LIVE say she would like to see Oprah run for president??  NO NO NO... yeah it would be cool if she would buy cars for everyone in america..but what the heck. people we need to fix what we have not do what looks like the coolest thing to the rest of the world.

One of the biggest issues with all of this is Welfare...

I know a few people who abuse the system... they would rather live in subsidized housing, work and drink booze and smoke pot... GET A LIFE... people that actually need the help need the housing and support not your freeloading ass!!!!!! I work with children where their families could use it... not some 20 something year old who just doesn't want to live with mom and dad anymore... or being 25 and proud you get 600 dollars a month free from the government, just cause you have a "disorder"....


NEWS FLASH..... basically everyone in America has a "disorder"... what makes you so special??? You would be willing to give up the freedom to be able to get a driver's license  or to have a normal substantial job? I sure wouldn't that is degrading yourself. If you really want sure... go for it. but I think less of people I know who are like that, it is sick in my opinion.

Yes I am one of those people who believes people who live in section 8 living, get food stamps, SSI, etc, they should go through more screening then just filling out paperwork.  Drug testing, interviews... among other things. I hate how people can so easily cheat the system and not care about the other suffering people out there. It makes me sick to know people who do this.

Don't get me wrong I also have friends who get benefits such as food stamps that they obviously use and are responsible about, they have jobs, and are upstanding citizens, and yes they do still need help to feed their family. I am fine with them and other people like that. They are using the system in the right way. But a college student who lives in section 8 housing, using food stamps, and/or getting SSI... THAT IS SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people in our own country and worldwide could be benefiting from that money and housing so much more than you...

OBAMA PEOPLE... you want change??? WELL START WITH YOURSELF!!!
Same goes to Romney people, if people want change they gotta start it. If all you do is talk about it. It will not get anywhere.

This is the end of my rant.
It was a close call.... Republicans in 4 years!!!