oh life

So since my last post i have realizations...


lets start with the biggest one.....

yes i have a "Mr. Big" in my life... and i have tried to talk to him. we have both established we both miss each other. However on Sunday the message at church just really got to me. the jist i got from the talk is that don't worry about money or materials, trust in the lord to provide for you and he shall.... so while hearing that i basically thought, i would rather love God and be single, than be with someone who doesn't believe in the same things in life that i really do fight with all the time. I guess it was just God's way of telling me that there is someone out there and it is not my time to with anyone, or maybe it is and he is in the process of getting to me hehe. who knows.

Also i am aware that tomorrow is Valentines Day. i know how cliche of me it is ...but it is very annoying  reading all the "woah is me, i am single posts" , its like come on it's like any other day of the year, get over it haha. well in my opinion.

ALSO my Goddaughter Amira was born today! WOOHOO! i have only seen pictures of her so far. But i can not wait until i go to the hospital and actually meet her and get to hold her!!! i am so excited for that moment. I will post a picture of her in my next post for sure!!!

hmm. so i should finish my tea and wait and see if my cousin shall skype me..... oh yeah....
My birthday is next week YAY!!!! also.....................................

MONTANA VACATION IN 2 WEEKS <3 so so so so so so so so excited :-D

Finally February

It is here, my birthday month! nothing special just turning 23. School has started. I am a month into it so far. And i have only missed one day of classes so far. being sick sucks. that is all i basically did yesterday and today was sleep.

Anyways...

I have borrowed the whole entire series of Sex and the City from my friend amy. I am currently on season 3. I am pretty sure i have my own Mr. Big..... last 3 years... when im ready he moves on... when he is ready i don't want anything...but i think i am finally ready to see if this takes us somewhere i am just hoping   that this could be something nice? i don't know what would happen with it when i go to a different university or something who knows. but honestly i think for how much he and i have been through i owe it to give us a chance? i don't know i contemplate this all the time.

anyways. I think i have my top picks of universities picked out University of Montana Missoula , Minnesota State University Moorhead, St. Cloud State and University of Wisconsin Superior.

We shall see where i end up.

Alright here are some pictures of my life lately....

i got this rug at menards!!! how adorable it was 2 bucks! one of the best buys ever! 

 

this map project took me 12 hours of my life and weekend. i better get a good grade on it. 

and finally... photo club got sweatshirts!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOO

okay i don't know what else to talk about ... unless you want me to go on and on about my mr big...which i know you don't so i will end on this note.... 

have a good weekend.... i finally get to be upstairs for a full service :)